-- This one... leave it alone, if you please. It's a pretty bauble from a nonexistant feline I used to know once. I want her to stay buried.

- Entranced And Full Of Memories -

sexual dreams
not sex, penetration
violent vibrant vicious mindfuck
fingers in my hair
thrust down, thrust deep
I want to be sprawled
at your feet, your boots
first resting on my back
then shoved against
trembling hungry lips
I want to be for a moment
shattered and torn
"drugged-up little whore,"
you hiss and I taste fear
mixed with lust
blood boils and heart pounds
hair tangled through
your fingers
leave me helpless
horrified but so relieved
balance the pain
leave me an animal
mewling, arching up for
more touch, your touch
beat me because I crave
silence my words
those futile protests I
throw out as shields
break me but care
tears from us both
make me a pet
treasured and safe
I have a vision
lust collared, shame
conquered by strong
hands and heart
I, submission, prayer
make me a dream --