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Aisha's Story - 2004-07-18
Making Something Of Myself - 2004-04-14
Still and Always - 2004-04-09
Homecoming - 2004-04-09
Forbidden - 2004-04-09


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Other Writings
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-- Irrational Discussion - unfinished --
-- written on 2002-05-21 at 7:57 p.m. --
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-- Part one - there are two cantos here, the third is still unwritten (although now I know what it'll be about, at least)...

- Irrational Discussion -

"This is how I feel,"
she says
laying out emotions and desires
like a winning poker hand
"This is what I need,"
she says
holding out the promise of romance
love to match each new demand
"This is who I am,"
she says
and the words are merely masking
what she's truly, finally asking
she knows better than to say it
or he'll instantly refuse it
so she carefully edges her way
toward
breaking his heart

"I don't feel that way,"
he says
watching her to see if she crumbles
under disregard and scorn
"I need to be free,"
he says
dancing back, avoiding the issues
follow? stay? her hopes are torn
"I am not like you,"
he says
and the words are just a cover
to ensure she won't discover
that the love she hoped he'd give her
is quite real, but still denied her
so he carefully edges his way toward
breaking her heart --

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