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Aisha's Story - 2004-07-18
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Still and Always - 2004-04-09
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-- Scar --
-- written on 2002-05-27 at 12:52 a.m. --
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-- push me down, turn me inside out
you think that you know what makes me tick
drown me out, make me hate myself
suddenly your games just make me sick
there's nothing I can do, you said
there's nothing I can be, you said
my whole world's fallen down around my ears

eat me up, show me all my flaws
you think that you're everything I need
shut me in, let me turn to dust
look what bloomed from just one fucking seed
you've done all you should do, you said
you've been all you should be, you said
you're tearing down my dreams and building fears

can't you see I'm terrified
loosing my sanity
loosing my mind
loosing my soul

pull me close, tie me up at night
you think that you can't improve your life
tear me up, take away my faith
all I need to end this is a knife
there's nothing worth this pain, you said
there's nothing worth these tears, you said
don't you think you've cut me
deep enough
don't you think you've hurt me
bad enough
push me down again...
...and I'll push back... --

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