-- This one's pretty old, actually... written for someone specific, but I've found it adapted itself once or twice to emotions when someone else left (or was turned back at the border - fucking border guards). It IS a song, I've got music I wrote for it, and sooner or later I'll post the music as well, in midi form.

- Swift Sweet Heartbreak -

it's a swift sweet heartbreak
that steals into my life
and a sharp hot warning
that cuts me like a knife
on this cold grey morning
when all my thoughts are blue
and each bitter teardrop
blends gently with the dew
it's a swift sweet heartbreak
missing you

it's a swift sweet heartbreak
that slides into my soul
and the realization
without you I'm not whole
in this empty evening
when nothing seems quite right
and I'm oh so lonely
in bed alone at night
it's a swift sweet heartbreak
I can't fight

it's a swift sweet heartbreak
that tugs at me each day
and a dark small feeling
fills me when you're away
as each long sad minute
reminds my heart anew
and my tired spirit
tries to see me through
it's a swift sweet heartbreak
missing you... --